I sat back and reflected on 27 years of my life and the lessons I gained...just thought about how I have come to this point in my life, I've started to realise that after a while you learn to listen with your eyes and not just your ears...that the most valuable language is conveyed in your actions and reactions.
I learned that company does not mean security, but to be comfortable in your own skin and in your own company is powerful, you have the most intense conversations in your own silence and realisations...
I think I've grasped the subtle difference between holding hands and being fused by your souls and that infatuation is only the 'beginning' of love...that love does not mean learning and only by giving your all unconditionally can you experience the true essence of love given or received as God almighty intended.
Life has taught me that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, also how to accept defeat with head up and my eyes open and with the grace of an adult and not the grief of a child anymore...
I'm building my bridges and roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. Always remembering every breath, every day is a gift, the grace of God. After a while, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So enjoy and take heart in the little things in life, everything comes to an end....good times...and the bad times...
Someone once told me "You have to plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers." These words I take to heart and has been my best friend in times where the lonely wind gathers in the corners....swirling...
Guess what? You will learn as I have, that you really can endure...that you really are strong and you really do have worth...
