Taking my place

Proud in the stance of who I am, demanding respect with mystery, yet transparency that is me....
I am made from man's bones but formed in His hands
Sculpted to precision for His master plan
Placed on this earth destined for greatness
My smile speaks of His love in which I found my happiness

My reflection, unique. Freed from blemishes of my own critique

I carry within, a heart of gold, Christ's given treasure chest full of love, worship and lessons learnt
My lips the carriers of the Message in warm whispers to your being
My mind expands, my arms extend the more I behold....
Visions and true reflections unseen,
My ears long to hear of your stories untold

I stand my ground and believe in my dreams, God's vision in me to make a change in the world
Submissive yet not puppeteer-ed by the fingers of the world
Nor or ensnared by emotion strings it pulls at its whim

I stand firm within, freed mind, free will, strong in my desire to be His helping hand

My aim, simply to make His presence felt to whoever I encounter and and leave a legacy of His love and awesome wonder

Unleashed from inerting thought

Sometimes I'm curious..when I die...what will it be like, what will I step into?

Death is just something we all have in common, the same fate we all share regardless of how we get there.
Something we can't escape...

I guess this is why I made a conscious decision to rather look at things more positively and LIVE my life...
If I want to live in an ideal world I need to create it...treat others the way I would like to be treated and consciously decide to walk with a smile everyday. This is why I can easily think of others as my own..like one big family where everybody belongs and deserves to be loved...this is how I would like to be treated, no pretense...


Life is our common denominator...that which makes us singular...our uniqueness lies in our names and the aspirations born in your parents minds with our creation, yet when we hear it calling out to us, it brings us all a sense of comfort....belonging...identity...

Time, well... he is my dear my friend, walking slowly with me always as I float through my reality to my final breath...I know he will be there...and continue to exist without me...carrying those I left behind towards their final hours to meet me in eternity...another possibility?Evolution of my being?

Every sound, every word, every beat or melody...tends towards silence...nothingness...All the sensations of life you experience, leads towards something you cannot deny...embrace your life as you know its destination...LIVE your life...leave your Legacy as a precious companion to your friend, Time.

In the eleventh hour...do you really want to wonder if you have made something particular of your life...if you have been real and true to yourself and not conforming to society which drains the essence of your color...

I want embrace my world and the particles of life surrounding me, sharing in my journey towards the unknown...not just a visitor to this world.

In the end, I don't need the answers tho, I celebrate the mystery and simplicity. We are all entwined our uniqueness makes us special, and this renders us common. We are all unique... just...like...everyone else.

If we accepted this notion, we would all suffer a lot less from self-importance, righteous indignation, and the insane idea that we have it all figured out.

Life, love and lessons

I sat back and reflected on 27 years of my life and the lessons I gained...just thought about how I have come to this point in my life, I've started to realise that after a while you learn to listen with your eyes and not just your ears...that the most valuable language is conveyed in your actions and reactions.

I learned that company does not mean security, but to be comfortable in your own skin and in your own company is powerful, you have the most intense conversations in your own silence and realisations...

I think I've grasped the subtle difference between holding hands and being fused by your souls and that infatuation is only the 'beginning' of love...that love does not mean learning and only by giving your all unconditionally can you experience the true essence of love given or received as God almighty intended.

Life has taught me that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, also how to accept defeat with head up and my eyes open and with the grace of an adult and not the grief of a child anymore...

I'm building my bridges and roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. Always remembering every breath, every day is a gift, the grace of God. After a while, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So enjoy and take heart in the little things in life, everything comes to an end....good times...and the bad times...

Someone once told me "You have to plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers." These words I take to heart and has been my best friend in times where the lonely wind gathers in the corners....swirling...

Guess what? You will learn as I have, that you really can endure...that you really are strong and you really do have worth...